Intro

My name is Jacqueline Racquel Harris.  As of Feb 11 2015 I am now 25 years old.  I am a college student , a return missionary for the LDS church, and reservist in the Army Reserves. I am also an aspiring writer.  I was told once that I shouldn't use the word aspiring because it means that I am not yet a writer.  That it was counter intuitive to my purpose.  But I hadn't written anything official and I haven't published yet.  Until today.  So today I am a writer.  What has finally pushed me into writing you might ask?  Well because  I suffer from anxiety and depression.  I have panic attacks and such extremely dark moods that there has been a few times were I considered taking my life.   I am in counseling and I am taking medication.  I'm handling it. Sort of but at times I find myself crippled and I can't move forward.  I need an outlet.  I need a way to tell how I am feeling because sometimes I can't talk. Sometimes I don't know what I am feeling.  Sometimes I can't move out of my own bed.  So I have decided on an outlet.  And here it is.